Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Busy Days - Lots of music though!

Wow, I totally missed a post for the month of March. Time goes by a lot faster when I'm not in school anymore, haha. It's going much quicker than I would like, I barely get things done in time which makes me question about my own ambitions (in my pursuit of Game design, art, music, writing, film, photography and media).


Just in the past month, I have bought a brand new Numark Mixer board to mess around with DJ stuff and to use as a controller. I also bought an Akai LPD8 Drum Pad Controller (I've always wanted one). To test them out, I made a few sample videos (check 'em out on Facebook under videos). Just this past week was another Game Jam competition for the Videogame Development Club and I got to do music for them again. This time, I had the honor of taking on 3 teams out of 5 from my usual 2 teams. My sleeping schedule got really messed up because of it, but I feel very happy from the songs I produced. After finishing, I've been feeling kind of empty the past 2 days. All of a sudden, I really want to get back into drawing. Perhaps it has something to do with this week's theme for my videogame blog on "Web Comics" (check it out here: http://superpad.blogspot.com/search?q=web+comics). I remember back in Jr. College, I drew as much as I played piano. Videogames were more of a leisure time thing to do if I could get away with it amongst my school work. But now, I get so serious when I play videogames and have become so critical with what I'm playing because of all the game reviews and design write-ups I do now. I do more writing than music, art, and game playing combined ever since the beginning of the year. I always knew I liked writing, but "this" much? I really hope something good comes out of this, such as being able to write magnificent stories for RPGs or something. I think I'm going to try to focus on Art more from now on so that I don't drop out entirely from that medium. Drawing is far too important in my life to give up on, despite music and writing being my stronger suits now (and that still doesn't amount to that much...still haven't gotten a job in game development yet). I still have that feeling of being lost in the moment and not knowing what I want to do in my present state, mainly because I have so much I WANT to do. I already have a line-up of game projects I want to do, but they require every bit of my past experience and skills to do: Drawing, animating, level design, writing, music, sound, voice acting, and (ugh...) programming (I don't think I'll ever get that deep into it).

In terms of videogames:

I bought Marvel Vs. Capcom 3 and really liked it! But like many fighting games, there's a desire to play against friends and human players rather than against computers all the time so I haven't played the game for a few weeks now. I forget what the reason was, but I started to get back into Street Fighter IV again. I still haven't gotten SSFIV yet and question whether I should get it. I'm trying to get back into MMOs, but I'm afraid of playing hours and hours only to give up on it. Vindictus has been pretty good though. It follows a story, it has a distinct start and finish of each chapter, the game requires attention and skill over planning and point-n-click style, and I really don't need to spend that much time on it. I tried out Crime Craft and I have to say that it's really interesting, but also a little dull. For one, the game is silent (no music) and has the player go into the same instance over and over. But the concept of every player having their own agenda to tend to but still being able to help out other players was very intriguing to me. I tried out an old MMORPG called Tales Weaver and liked how the game follows a distinct story with dialogue and characters, but the game is practically empty, the game consists of grinding, and the servers are rather slow. EA released a free FPS called Battlefield Play4Free and it's not that bad. It uses the maps from Battlefield 2 while borrowing aspects that they used in Battlefield Bad Company 2. I've been going a bit lighter on the FPS lately which is a good thing. I think I'm finally making a breakthrough with getting back into RPGs and Action games with Demon's Souls (yup, still playing it with close to 60 hours of gameplay on it). I still play Call of Duty: Black Ops, MAG, and Battlefield: Bad Company 2 once in a while, but Demon's Souls has really captivated my attention on tactics, forging special weapons, playing different classes and such. I won my first PvP match last night when a player was summoned as a boss I had to fight for one of the levels. It lasted pretty long, and I almost lost 3-4 times. I think I'll be getting back into FPS a little since I haven't touched the campaign for CoD:Black Ops yet. Aside from those, the next game I have my eye on is Dynasty Warriors 7:

It really looks like Koei improved it. I was disappointed with DW6 despite their efforts in changing the game. It seems that Koei took everything they used and learned from Dynasty Warriors Strikeforce, Samurai Warriors 3, and Warriors Orochi Z (I can't believe they're not bringing that over...) and implemented it into DW7 to create a truly wonderful experience that it once was. I'm seeing a lack in custom officer for it, so that makes me a bit sad since I really wanted to play my own character in their new Conquest mode. I started playing Dynasty Warriors 6 again because of the hype I got out of Dynasty Warriors 7. The game is already out, but I'm in no rush to buy any new games right now since I have a ridiculous backlog I want to (at least) partially clear out first (especially on PS2 and Wii). So Castlevania: Lords of Shadow, Gameboy 3DS, and other awesome game stuff I'm willing to wait out while I finish some games I have and to catch up on projects that's craving my attention right now. I think this year I'll be going heavy on the music projects, but I really hope I get some game projects completed as well. I am still all for getting back into drawing though.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Into the year 2011

Wow, has it really been that long since I last posted on here? I meant to do on in January, but I've been ridiculously busy. From Monday-Friday, I'm working helping out on an Online game, then I write a post on my business blog, and just recently I started going to a martial arts dojo with one of my friends. By the time I get home, I eat dinner, take a shower, and don't feel like working anymore and end up playing something. If I get free time during the day, I use it to continue looking for open positions in the game industry. If I'm lucky, I work on my own projects. I finished the trance remix for the Zanac project I've planned from back in Jr. College, but I'm still finishing up the piano arrangements for it. I plan to move into work on game development, or do one of two things: practice art or continue working on music. I haven't drawn anything since October of 2010. Even with music, I only have time to practice on weekends. When I do, I practice 1-3 hours which leaves me tired and don't feel like drawing, haha. Life seems to give me very little time to let me do what I want anymore.

Anyways, it's 2011. It's the year of the Rabbit, which means I'll be turning 24. Oh man, 24...It feels weird to be in twenties when I don't feel like I want all that responsibility and age mentality. But I hope that since it's my horoscope year, I'll have some luck. I made my new years resolution and put it up on facebook so that I don't forget:

New Year's Resolution:
1) Land a job in the Interactive Entertainment Industry, or at the very least Editorial relating to the industry
2) Produce as much composition/mixes/covers of music as possible
3) Get serious in developing indie games and set up an awesome portal to my work
4) Draw a lot! Traditional, digital, anything! I must get back into art again. Video and Photography too.
5) Beat as many videogames as possible AND continue to write design analysis for each one. One more step towards becoming a game designer~

Let's see if I can hold to those claims. Aside from my working side of life, I'm not sure what to say about my free-time life. I still haven't beaten Metal Gear Solid 3 which bugs me since I want to get through it. I've been more inclined to play my PS3 lately and just these past 2 weeks I started playing Demon's Souls a little more seriously. I'm getting more used to how the game works and have beaten the 2nd boss and got my physical body back (only to lose it a week later when I fell down within a tower when I was soul farming) and started to get better equipment. The game's really fun, and it keeps pulling me back in just how Phantasy Star Online Ep. 1 & 2 did. I guess I haven't said anything since Christmas eve, but I bought a lot of games during the Steam Holiday sales. So I've been playing games on PC as well as PS3. I try getting back into playing Wii, but it's always so inconvenient since the TV for it is usually unavailable. In the end, I've been still stuck with my FPS phase and been playing all sorts: Call of Duty Black Ops (I got it for Christmas, yay!), Medal of Honor (2010), Battlefield 2: Bad Company 2, Blacklight: Tango Down, MAG, Breach, Call of Juarez: Bound in Blood, etc. It's not that I don't like playing other genres, but rather I keep having the urge to play FPS. It hasn't been as bad the past 2 weeks since I've been playing Demon's Souls, and I played fighting games last night with my dad. Still, if I had more time in the day, I'd be playing a lot more and trying to actually finish games like I did before during the summer. I actually really miss playing MMOs, but I'm afraid to get back into them since I won't be completing any games that way.

Sorry, no videos or pictures to share this time. It's been mainly work and productivity for me lately, and it makes me a little sad when I can't work on my own stuff and have more free time to play. Here's the link to my business blog just in case you haven't seen it yet: http://superpad.blogspot.com/ I talked about "free games" in the past week. It was kind of a like a trip through memory lane of all the free games I used to play. Well, I should really use the remaining time of the day to either work on projects or play some games before I start doing more work tomorrow.